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2022.01.18 13:49 LeoSnowy Torturing Nyx at da hood 🙄

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2022.01.18 13:49 Mykrishna Giraffe video

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2022.01.18 13:49 PurduePaul [MW] The only achievement still holding me back from 100% since 2007

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2022.01.18 13:49 alderaamen12345 in a situation with an ex, is he a narcissist?

My ex (33) and I (30) broke up 7 months ago after a year together. We fell in love very quickly, and spent almost every day together. He always called me his soulmate, and told me I was the one. Over time, he began to voice how unhappy he was in the city we lived in, but planned to live with me until eventually we moved. I always feel like he really loved and wanted to be with me, but there were times that we clashed on certain things. He liked to do drugs with friends, party (I didn't) I was always kind of the jealous one (we were monogamous, but he would often joke about having a third one day etc) which made me overreact and get emotional. I also feel like as far as sex, he did not initiate as much anymore, and sex with him always felt like wham bam done, as opposed to passionate. I enjoyed it, but something I noticed. But we loved one another very much.
We broke up because after a fight (he wanted to suddenly travel abroad for a year without me) I asked if I was still "the one" and he said he didn't know. I guess I should have gave him time and space, but I kind of told him "I don't know" after a year of me being his soulmate, really hurt. He then proceeded to kind of ignore my texts and calls for a week. I understand now he just needed time and space, but I was just hurt and angry and didn't want to wait for him.
We met up a few days after that and decided on taking a one month break in the summer. I asked if we could stay monogamous just to not complicate things, and he said he could not promise that. I was so hurt I just walked out. A month goes by and he emails me a huge email apologizing, saying he can not commit to me and needs to live his life. He tells me he's moving away across the country.
You would think that would be it, but during the following months, he proceeds to email me life updates and things saying "thinking of you" which eventually turn more romantic. One day, he comes back to town, and I agree to meet him because I felt I needed closure. Of course we end up hooking up, and on our last night together, he tells me even though he's still moving away, to keep my heart open for him in the future. He also considers this whole thing a "test" for our relationship. I didn't say much but basically said, "what relationship?" he was still moving away and sleeping around.
More time goes by, I just ignore all his emails. Then comes Christmas. He texts, calls, emails, send love poems and even old pictures of us. He unblocks me on social media (something I told him when we broke up, not to do) and....I give in. I guess I felt bad for him and did miss him.
He tells me how much he fucked up, how I am the only one for him, how no one gave him anything like I gave him, how he would be willing to live anywhere to be with me (he works remote and has money) and how he was going to put everything into me. I genuinely feel he feels these feelings.
I did give him a lot of resistance and anger at first, but eventually we got into a daily texting routine again, one where we would be romantic. After a few weeks of this, I call and I ask when he's moving back or if he is planning on it still, and he said he did not know. This pissed me off, he admitted to saying whatever it took to get me to reply. He also revealed that he want's me in his life as his guy, but also wants a life of his own as he is living (monogamous but apart for a while) This really hurt me, so I told him we would be better friends.
He reacts with anger and sadness, saying he did not think I was capable of "walking away from our relationship" The irony wasn't lost on me. After a few days of him being very angry and sad, I start to miss him and feel bad. I felt bad for kind of welcoming him back and then shutting him out. I apologize, and take it back.
Not soon after that, he tells me he's going to a friends party (he's a dj and a lot of his friends in NY are music fest people) I simply text him asking how his day is going, and he does not respond to me until a whole day later, saying he was partying the whole time and just saw my text. It kind of made me angry, and kind of reinforced my fears and dislikes in the relationship. I truly think he loves and wants to be with me, but there is a part of him that is kind of immature.
I was talking to a friend who was with someone who she calls a narcissist, and where as I do not think my ex ever had any ill intent towards me (I truly don't think he ever wanted to hurt me) there is a part of me that maybe feels he is a narc. I feel like this push and pull within myself where I feel bad for him, I love being with him physically and when we're together, but he left me once...and his coming back I want to see as romantic but it feels kind of half assed and a little off on his part.
What do you guys think?
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2022.01.18 13:49 Key-Zookeepergame398 Stockexchange Stuttgart: Positive development in the digital and crypto business

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2022.01.18 13:49 Mountain_Pension9372 Behavioral Health / therapy options

Hoping to stay mostly anonymous, making this post for my husband. We are stationed at JBLM, my husband is the active duty spouse and he is struggling with his mental health and anger / frustration. We have an appointment scheduled at the behavioral health clinic but it's literally 2 months out, and I'm unsure if he can safely wait that long. He doesn't want to go to the ER, and I definitely wouldn't call him suicidal but I can tell he is struggling for sure. Is there any other options for him aside from waiting 2 months? He's worried about being judged by his peers so I figure this is a safe way to ask without it affecting him. Thank you!
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2022.01.18 13:49 Leoopro "After You Eat Chipotle"

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2022.01.18 13:49 Eva_Arxshi First day in this subreddit This is my main team is it good?

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2022.01.18 13:49 NeckSwellingAdvice Recently discovered AS, started reading...and after browsing here it sounds a lot like what I've been going through. Want to talk to my doctor and would love any thoughts/incite/advice anyone has.

I'll try to keep it relatively brief, but I seem to have a lot of symptoms of AS (or potentially another auto immune disease?) and I'm having a hard time bringing myself to go to my doctor about it. I feel like I've spent almost my whole life feeling like something is wrong with me, something is off, and it almost feels like a lost cause. I'm afraid if I go to my doctor with a specific ailment in mind I'll sound like a hypochondriac spending too much time on WebMD and I won't be taken seriously. That one episode of Golden Girls when Dorothy is diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome has always resonated with me.
I'm 39F (well I will be in a few days) and have had chronic lower back pain for over 10 years. Primarily the left side, occasionally both. I remember once in my 20s after a 6 hour plane flight I was stiff and sore I could barely walk. For a couple days after it hurt to put weight on my left leg. Over the years heel pain has developed in my right heel. It all always feels the worst over night and in the morning. I wake up during the night needing to give my back a little stretch and reposition. If Iseep in the same position too long it so stuff and hurts sooooo bad in the mornings. That's when I feel it in my heel the most too, in the morning. When I first get out of bed it hurts to walk on my right heel. It's also painful to stand for long. Standing still in a long line or standing doing dishes for a while (no dishwasher, lol) makes my lower back stiffen up and hurt.
In the last couple years or so neck and shoulder pain has developed. This bit's sporadic but I've occasionally been hit with this sudden jolt of blinding pain that I'll first feel hit a spot kind of where my left shoulder reaches the neck. It then zings up along the curve of the back of my head to the top. That initial jolt and zing happens in the span of a second or so and the pain lingers for only a few moments, never longer than a minute I don't think, but my god in those moments it's debilitating. It's never happened when doing something important thank god, and never in front of anyone so I worry I won't be believed. I worry people will think I'm exaggerating the pain because they've never witnessed it happen and my reaction. All I can do is hunker down and focus on breathing til it passes. It doesn't happen often though, so there's that. But beyond that, more recently, more chronic neck/shoulder pain and tension have started, sometimes leading to headaches.
My right ankle is almost ways visibly swollen but I attributed it to a softball injury when I was 18. Doctor had it x-rayed but he never really followed up on the results so...I guess I assumed he didn't see anything worth further investigating? Sometimes pain in my right knee which in the past I attributed to a roller derby injury. And reading about the brain fog some of you experience, clumsiness with dropping and bumping into things (omfg all the time for me it seems like). Almost constant fatigue, libido has lowered a fair bit. I don't know how else to put it other than I just feel off, that this can't be normal. And it can be so hard to exercise to try to improve things when it hurts so much!
TLDR cuz I failed at being brief, lol, anyone have any thoughts or input? Does it sound like I may have it (or some similar rheumatology issue)? Did any of you suspect you had it when talking to doctors or did they realize and suggest it? Was it hard approaching your doctors and trying to explain it all? I was in the best shape of my life 3 years ago but the pain eventually derailed me and I've been gaining weight and feeling worse ever since. I want so badly to find some relief from the pain and get back into better shape and being active. Thanks so much everyone.
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2022.01.18 13:49 megagenius45000 what pro dota 2 pro questions look like

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2022.01.18 13:49 WeeklyCut4942 My sexual activity, high year (2003) vs low year (2021) [OC] - Comparison of quantity vs quality.

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2022.01.18 13:49 LeRoyArctos Epic | GMV | - High Octane

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2022.01.18 13:49 RIPdeadswitch Voter outreach in action

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2022.01.18 13:49 Repulsive-Trip8639 Resetting after burnout

I've been studying since November and doing well on the MBEs and ok with the written portion but I've seemed to hit a wall. I'm mentally exhausted but still need to make improvements to increase my chances of passing. Anyone reach this point and if so, how did you reset to get back on track.
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2022.01.18 13:49 TheCrowsNestTV Where did you meet your significant other?

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2022.01.18 13:49 BigCUTigerFan Best Football Analytics Podcasts?

Simple question: What are your favorite football analytics podcasts?
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2022.01.18 13:49 CulturalWindow The Breakfast Podcast

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2022.01.18 13:49 Takagixu Jang Beom June - I Will Make You Happy (Our Beloved Summer OST Part 10)

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2022.01.18 13:49 Herzen191 How to price silk ties?

I have a small bag of silk ties that have tags like "100% silk", "pure silk" and "artificial silk" on them. Some have "made in italy" and "made in south Africa" on them and one even has "handmade" on it. They all have nice designs on them and look clean. Just the stitches on the back are a bit loose on them. I tried looking up the brands on them but couldn't find anything.
I've never sold or bought ties of any sort before and have no idea how to price them! Is anyone here experienced in this?
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2022.01.18 13:49 UnrestrainedChipmunk Vakcinacija i testiranje - zajednička čekaonica

Jutros sam otišao da se vakcinišem u Domu zdravlja Voždovac, ušao u prostoriju/hodnik gde je ranije bila vakcinacija i zatekao ozbiljniji broj ljudi. Skapirao sam da je sada ta čekaonica i za vakcinaciju i za testiranje, praktično vrata do vrata.
Tamo je organizacija takva da odes po vakcinu i pokupis jos malo Omikrona dok sačekaš. Ne kažem da virusa nema na drugim mestima, nego mi je samo fascinantno da je bilo ko pri zdravoj pameti pomislio da ovako organizuje prostorije. Ovo bi valjda trebalo da važi čak i u situaciji u kojoj smo danas kad je 40 hiljada ljudi testorano za dan.
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2022.01.18 13:49 pervypriest_pedopope Cambridge care leaver applicants

Anyone in this category? How does it affect consideration of our applications?
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2022.01.18 13:49 danielj1632 High Supply geen line OG sugar. Really nice sugar and smells like Pine Sol🌲🌲🍋

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2022.01.18 13:49 Whiskeyjacks_Fiddle [No Spoilers] Tal’Dorei Reborn is up on the CritRole shop!

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