2021.12.08 02:58 HauryDoing Taken today from 40,000 ft over Georgia
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2021.12.08 02:58 bandwidthslayer anyone else dissatisfied with the launch of this expansion?
the content itself is great but between the last minute delay, extreme delay getting in at all, and now apparently emergency maintenances (during the advertised early access period by the way), i am finding this all to be a little less than professional. the staggered release of content over time which was advertised with the expansion does not help, we do pay by the month for game time.
anyone have dissenting thoughts or is this common sentiment? i find myself somewhat frustrated by this launch, and although i am aware this is all significantly better than what one may expect from a certain blizzard mmo, its still unacceptable regardless, particularly for what we're paying for this game.
also i just got maintenance'd right after finishing the level 90 trial, so i gotta wait til 2am or the morning or whatever to see the ending now. i'm a little salty, but i think its warranted.
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2021.12.08 02:58 Benneezy PETITION FOR BEANS FROM EVEN STEVEN'S TO PLAY KEN GRIFFIN
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2021.12.08 02:58 iiamghostt Looking for new friends.
I recently got a laptop and left most of my friends behind on the xbox. Just looking for some people to play with every once in a while. My steam ID is: https://steamcommunity.com/id/iiamghostt/
I also have an oculus quest.
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2021.12.08 02:58 mrhasselblad 368D/185U let’s goooooo
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2021.12.08 02:58 Sham-bot-9000 An Active Shooter Crashes Active Shooter Training | VET Tv
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2021.12.08 02:58 mustache_mann I Dont like Eating
food taste good and when your hungry is enjoyable but, if I never had to eat again i wouldn't mind. It feels like a chore when your busy. I dont like to snack. When i eat i prefer to eat large meals for breakfast and lunch so i dont have to eat dinner.
The only time I enjoy eating is when drunk. Other than that its a annoyance
Am I alone in this?
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2021.12.08 02:58 ItsAninzo I don’t know what’s wrong with me
Lately, I’ve just been feeling like absolute shit and I don’t know why. I’m probably just going through another depressive episode. I’ve been having thoughts of suicide again and it’s been absolutely killing me. I try to be around my family to distract myself from everything but once I’m alone in my room I start to lose my shit. I cry for who knows how long and I try my best not to hurt myself. I don’t know how to put how I feel into words so that’s all I’ve got for now.
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2021.12.08 02:58 Silly-Instruction-43 DAE 8
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2021.12.08 02:58 NoPoint6428 23G Needle
I have been on TRT for over a decade.
I pin every 5 days.
For those that pin more often intramuscular are you using a 23G needle?
Any tips with the smaller more regular dosing?
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2021.12.08 02:58 sweatycat What was the first cell phone that you owned? And if you didn’t have one initially, when did you upgrade to a smartphone?
The first cell phone I owned was my mom’s old one she gave to me the summer before I entered 7th grade I think, so in 2005. It was a Motorola V60, a metal flip phone with an antenna and a black and white screen. In 2006 I upgraded to a Virgin Mobile Switchback, which had a keyboard like the Sidekick, I had AIM on it and it did have internet but it was extremely slow and expensive so I didn’t use it. That quickly broke so I ended up downgrading to a flip phone for the rest of middle AND high school. Since I didn’t use internet on my flip phone either due to the cost, I used my iPod Nano to take pictures and videos.
My high school graduation present in Summer 2011 was an iPhone 4. I remember quickly jailbreaking my phone to play GBC games, as well as downloading all my music to it and then I gave my iPod Nano away since I didn’t think I needed it anymore (regret that). I also downloaded a game called Talking Tom, a similar game with a giraffe, as well as a difficult game that was popular at the time called The Impossible Game.
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2021.12.08 02:58 XxSH1T_FUCK3RxX Soul left my body for a second, for context my mom had just moved our mannequinn without me knowing. For a second i 100% thought it was him
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2021.12.08 02:58 OkPea4793 Giving Birth and Hungry
2021.12.08 02:58 odinnotdoit Sharing our work entitled "Quantum deep reinforcement learning for clinical decision support in oncology: application to adaptive radiotherapy"
Motivation: Predicting the outcome of any cancer treatment modalities is a very difficult task. During the treatment of a cancer patient, a physician must make decisions amidst a great deal of uncertainty in treatment outcomes. In this work, we have modeled human decisions as intrinsically indeterministic quantum states to represent such real-life scenario.
Task: To optimize RT dose plan for the last 2/3rd treatment period.
2021.12.08 02:58 Tikkanen American Red Cross facing historically low blood supply, hosting central Indiana drives
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2021.12.08 02:58 Fair-Training3957 I'm telling people about my SA for the first time in 14 yrs and it will cause chaos. Does it make me an ass?
TL:DR; I am gonig to tell my Aunt that her son, my older cousin, sexually assaulted and abused me and I found out last year at least 3 other family members. I will also be telling his pregnant wife the truth about him. Is it wrong that I am saying something now after 14 years of silence?
This is a long and complicated story so I apologize in advance for any weird wording, it's incredibly hard to talk about. Some basic context, I am 23f, I have a large family, somewhere around 8-10 aunts and uncles, and like 22 cousins in our family total (my immediate family alone has 5 kids).
I am a survivor of a lot of things, but the one I still struggle with the most is being sexually assaulted and groomed by a family member for 9 years. My older cousin, A for this post, is the one responsible for manipulating, sexually abusing, and grooming me to be his plaything for my entire childhood. Being so young when this started I originally didn't know much about what was going on as expected. I also have developed severe mental health issues in regards to this situation like severe anxiety, CPTSD, chronic depression, and as I'm sure some of you know that with severe anxiety in childhood, there is often a horrible memory and lack of ability to remember times, places, events, etc.
About 2 years into this, I did confide in my mom that there were things happening between him and I and I was very uncomfortable. For a short while the interactions stopped as his mom, my aunt, and my mom kept us separated at all times without any alone time between us. However, for whatever reason, the adults stopped watching as closely and before I realized it I was back to being A's toy. I didn't end up saying anything this time out of fear of getting in trouble with my aunt and mom and it continued to happen for several more years. It wasn't until recently I realized that the reason why I didn't say anything was because I thought the adults were aware it was continuing and just didn't care. So, to be agreeable I just stopped caring myself. I was always uncomfortable, and consistently expressed my unwillingness to A but that never stopped him. As I got older I think he got more afraid about what I would do or say so the last physical assault was when i was 16 years old babysitting his younger brother while his parents were gone for the week. And while I thought it was over, A drunkenly messaged me the summer after my senior year in high school to confess his love for me even though he knew it was wrong. I was so sick and scared of the message i just deleted it and pretend nothing ever happened. Just like before, I was purely focusing on the lie I was telling myself and everyone else- he was just my cousin and we were close. Even typing it now i feel so disgusting. My skin crawls and my chest burns because all I feel, all the time ,is his hands and lips ong me. Ultimately though I eventually moved on with my life having minimal contact with him when i moved out of my house and lived on my own for the first time. While I have been working with therapists for over a decade now to work on coping with this part of my life, I have also come to terms with never speaking about it with anyone again. I was comfortable with the lie I told myself because it allowed me to continue to block out the memories and truth for years.
So fastforward to last summer and another family member (E), who is younger than I am, confided in me saying that A had raped and sexually abused them, as well as 2 others in our family. At first I was in such shock that I didn't have much to say. It slowly started to hit me just how predatory A was and how many people's lives he had imposed himself on, so I begged my younger family member to allow me to say something to my mom, so together we could tell the family the truth about him, file police reports, and bring an end to the lies and secrecy A had continued to foster for 14 years. E was adamant that I was the first and only person they told and that they would never speak about it again.
For the first time in 14 years, I had to face the truth about what happened and not only for what happened to me, but to the other people afteduring what happened with me. I still feel responsible for what happened to the 3 other family members because if I had just said something years earlier, fought harder, then maybe it could've been prevented for them. Being his victim, it was something i could live with by myself. But knowing that there were others after me, i just could not live with myy silence anymore. Having 9 years worth of sexual assault history unloaded on me over the next few weeks proved very hard to cope with and I ended up in a mental hospital and later a crisis rehab for 22 days. Once the initial shock had worn off I had started to hatch a plan to tell people the truth about what happened between me and A. This started off with my mom. It was an incredibly painful conversation. I told her I was mad at her for failing me as a child. I told her that it never stopped and to this day he still makes me uncomfortable and would have his way with me if I let him. I told her, without giving many details, that others were effected now and I wasn't the only one. I told her that I was terrified of the thought of him having his own children, and that I would want to say something, especially to his now wife, before that was even an idea. We agreed that the best way to move forward was for me to be honest and that everything moving forward was on my terms, and she supported me fully.
Because this was such a serious topic I wanted to do my best to make the conversations surrounding this as perfect as possible. I thought I had time, time to make it right, time to tell people the way I wanted to tell people, but a few months ago I found out his wife is expecting. I fell into another depression because now i'm the person ruining lives. Anything I say now is going to destroy innocent people. And even though I knew I still going to say something, I had less time to figure out how and it wasn't going to be right. 3 weeks ago, I learned that A and his wife were flying home for a baby shower. My mom knew it was happening but didnt tell me until after she got home from a business trip because she knew I would start having panic attacks. I don't know why I didn't think that they'd be here for a pregnancy celebration, i just assumed they'd stay on the east coast and my aunt would go out there. With less than 2 months before he is supposed to be here for an event I'm expected at, i finally decided I ultimately only wanted to tell me Aunt the truth. Despite my cousin being a predator and rapist, I have always been close with my Aunt because they've never really gotten along and she's always been good to me. From the conversations I have had with my mom about the past, because I couldn't remember a lot of it, the adults in the family honestly didn't know it continued happening. When I told my mom everything last year she was completely shocked and devastated. And I believe her. So knowing my Aunt also more than likely doesn't know the truth about her son, they've been fairly estranged for a while, I wanted her to know the truth. I realized that confronting him wasn't going to change the past and telling everone else in the family wasn't going to heal me the way I needed. But I needed her to know.
I have written her a letter and plan to give it to her next weekend. Being so close to the holidays I feel like a shit person, but the beginning of the new year is when A flies out here and I just can't wait any longer to tell her. Once my Aunt knows, I will also be telling A's wife because if I was pregnant with someone like hims kid, I'd fucking want to know. Whether she believes me or not I don't care at this point, I just will not live with myself if he does something to his child and I knew the truth and never said anything.
I know the news is going to completley wreck my Aunt. If i didn't have to say anything to anyone I wouldn't have. But knowing now that several people were victimized and he hasn't been brought to justice while also having a child he can potentially harm as well? I just can't be silent about it anymore. I have no idea what is going to happen when it comes out. I know our entire family is going to be in turmoil for a while. Taking the time of year out of it, am i wrong for saying something?
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2021.12.08 02:58 International_Job963 I HAVE AN ARTICLE TO PASS PLEASE HELP
My proffesor assigned us to compare conservation program of a species, and a conservation program of an ecosystem. I really don't have any idea how to compare both.
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2021.12.08 02:58 vent1667 how can i get a boyfriend?
i tried everything already, not being annoying, changing my appeareance, working out, caring, not caring, focusing on my carreer, talking to people, being sociable, trying time and time again...i feel like no matter what i do, it'll always be the same, and you know what? one would think that someone would get used to feeling unwanted after...well, basically all his life, but i guess there's still that tiny bit of hope that if i keep trying, maybe after feeling like shit, after feeling worthless, useless, just, maybe, maybe i'll find someone that will actually care
cause there must be...right?
cause, after all this, it couldnt've been for nothing right? there must be someone that actually cares, someone to plan a future with, someone to celebrate when we're happy, someone to go on beautiful dates with, someone to make gifts to, someone with whom i can stay awake all night just singing random songs and talking about life, someone to cuddle at night while we watch cheesy romantic movies...just...someone
you know? every year i always wish for that someone to appear, and i try and try and try and its just useless...and just when i had the feeling that i was finally going to find him, a pandemic starts...and its like the entire fucking universe wants me to be alone and depressed
then everyone tells me to love myself, i've already tried that, and its bullshit, i've never met a person that truly and fully loves themselves, and guess what? they're still in beautiful and fullfiling relationships
so maybe it's just me, isnt it?
maybe, even if i try as much as i can, im just unlovable
i just wish i knew what i should do
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2021.12.08 02:58 ycemusic Didn’t have enough time on record but went in for that minuet !!!
2021.12.08 02:58 Roger_Elliott Benefits of drinking white tea
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2021.12.08 02:58 Justin_unsilenced From the term 指鹿為馬 which roughly translates to "Indicating the deer as a horse"
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2021.12.08 02:58 DragonStation Dylan’s most ripping lyrics…
2021.12.08 02:58 HeadTea9880 How do I get over my fear of hell?
My parents are Christian and raised me Christian. I stopped believing in it in my teens, but there is one thing that still lingers as a relic of my past religious self: I have a deep-rooted fear of the possibility of hell. There is nothing that can be worse than hell. Inconceivably high levels of pain for eternity. Not even Hitler or Stalin deserve that treatment. I fear that happening to me after death. It's not that I believe in hell. I'm an atheist; of course, I don't, but rather, in the back of my mind, I feel as though there is an ever so slight possibility of hell of some other form of eternal torture awaiting me after death. And given just how bad it is, I fear it even if the possibility of it happening is small.
I don't even know where this fear of hell comes from. It seems that my fear of hell is more extreme than most Christians/former Christians. It definitely doesn't come from my parents. Although they raised me religiously, they never mentioned hell even once. Matter of fact, they never mentioned heaven either. Their Christianity was solely focused on this life. They are what some would call "worldly" Christians, I suppose. I kinda just figured out on my own that hell is a thing in Christianity. And the very concept terrified me.
In all honesty, this wouldn't even matter to me that much, if it weren't for the fact that I really want to die. If I didn't, I'd just assume I'd get over it at some point given enough life experience. The problem is, I want to die now but I'm too scared of hell to kill myself.
Can anyone relate to me with regards to their fear of hell despite being an atheist? If you can and you no longer fear hell, can you explain to me how you got over it? Thanks.
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2021.12.08 02:58 Fun_Micfan Can you imagine what your workspace will be like this weekend?
How do you spend your weekend?
Regarding my weekend, I got up at 9 o'clock in the morning and turned on the computer beside the bed without getting out of bed.
As a a man who is yearning for free, it is really uncomfortable to get up to work on weekends.
I can only make myself a cup of coffee to soothe my brain!!!
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2021.12.08 02:58 GodTierRollins [US-WA] [H] Ultis & Randoms [W] PayPal
Hi everyone happy holidays! I’m looking to offload these cards if you all would be so kind to buy them off me. Usual 85% off tcgplayer lowest verified listed but I will listen to offers. You cover PP fees I’ll cover shipping for over $50
1 Ash Blossom is German 1st Ed MACR and I have videos on some of the higher end dank.
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