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My Boyfriend of 7 years broke up with me but I don't feel sad...is there something wrong with me?

2021.12.08 04:34 browneyesspirit My Boyfriend of 7 years broke up with me but I don't feel sad...is there something wrong with me?

So My(22f) boyfriend (23) of 7 years broke up with me exactly 16 days ago and I.....don't feel sad about it. I actually don't feel anything about it. Its like I alreadt moved on while being in that relationship. But its so weird since I loved him so deeply. I could see no wrong in him and literally use to see him as a perfect human being.........
But now..... Suddenly, its like I don't feel anything anymore.. I randomly start thinking about him and look back on somethings in our relationship that dont seem healthy as I look into it with heart eyes for him. Its like I am a third person analysing somebody's relationship and catching red flags. I don't know what happened..... Suddenly I am noticing everything..like him making me cry and apologize to him to the point of begging for forgiveness just because I jokingly said That BTS(the kpop band) cured my depression. Like it was a joke obviously I love him more..its not like I am going to runaway to korea and Kim Namjoon will be stading there opening his arms for my welcome!!! But making me cry and beg for THIS!!!!????? I also noticed a pattern of one uping everyone and everything I like or say or show a slightest interest in......Like idgaf that you find listening to ASMR "waste of time!". Did I ask?? DID I ASKKKKKK!!??
And yeah... How he uses the N word infront of me... Like we are INDIANS.. You are brown brooooo... You ain't black...don't say it!!! No!!! You can not say it just infront of me!!! And nooooo!!!! you can not say it while rapping a black artist's song!! Like you ain't Drake! Chill tf!
And How he just ignores the fact that I am genuinely bad at cooking and I just can't cook... I am horrible at it.. I tried.. i really really tried but I always end up sobbing to my mom on facetime!! And just says that "its okay! Don't cook today..we can order pizza!!" Bitch TODAYYYY!!! atleast give me a hand when you know I'm struggling!!!
His constant nagging about my weight!!! I am and was always chubby! I'm not overweight!! But he tells me at any chance he gets that he wants me to look like How I use to look like 4 years ago!! I WAS 18!!!!!!!
And how he bitched about me going into engineering because "its hard!" And "you might struggle alot!"... I just think he was bitter because he could not take maths major because he was not good at it and I got a scholarship!
How he use to ignore me so much and How he once told his ex that he will always love her and when I confronted him. He blamed it on being drunk! Okay... I don't do alcohol... I hate it because my dad is an alcoholic and I know for a fact that he does remember everything he did while being drunk!
And there is alot more!!!! ALOOOOTTTTTT... and its strange because I never take anybody's shit.. I always stand up for myself and even others. And i have helped many friends of mine figure out important stuff like there major..or it the person good for them? Or how should they approach there coming out etc etc... Then how?? How did my relationship ended up looking like THIS!!! DID I JUST ACTED LIKE A DOORMAT FOR SOMEBODY??? I am so dumbfounded!!! Does love really make you this blind??
And yes he broke up with me because I refuse to apologize and I know for a fact that he might be waiting for me to crawl back crying but I am not feeling what I was feeling anymore.!!! What just happened!???? HELP!!!!
If you were able to understand what I have written then you're pretty smart and help me figure this out because I look like Pikachu meme right now! Ask anything if you want more information! I'll answer everything!!
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2021.12.08 04:34 ThinkLengthiness Wrestling with Christianity

I’m not a Christian. If someone asked me what I believed, I’d probably say I’m an agnostic, which is true enough.
I grew up in a conservative Christian environment in the south: religious mom, conservative dad, church every Sunday and Wednesday, private Christian schools—the works. We started to distance ourselves from our church and from religion in general when my mom started to get sick, and when her health started to dramatically decline my freshmen year of high school, I started to question the faith I was brought up in. When she died my junior year, I gave it up. I was caught up in the Hitchens/Dawkins pool of internet atheism--strident, passionate, unapologetic--and as much as I tried to convince myself that I was being swayed by the weight of arguments or paucity of evidence, that wasn't quite it: First of all, it was refreshing to see someone question the beliefs I was raised with, because the environment I was in didn't seem to accommodate questions; but secondly, and more importantly, I was angry. I was angry that God would turn my mom from the person she was--endlessly kind, generous, joyful, who counseled abuse victims through our church and helped out so many--to the medicated, emaciated corpse she seemed near the end. I was angry that God would make me gay, that his word would call me an abomination, and that too many in his church saw me as a problem to fix, a slur to be condemned, an uncomfortable reality better ignored, anything but a kid who needed to be loved. God was never a reality for me. I prayed and felt nothing. I pretended to worship on Sundays, and I’d look to my left and right and see people with the eyes closed and their arms outstretched, rapturous smiles filling their faces. I’d finally look away and glance back up at the worship band. There was a stained glass image of Jesus that loomed over the stage and it always made me uncomfortable. God wasn’t loving or personal; he was Big Brother. I've settled into an uncomfortable agnosticism since. These last five, six years have been rough: I've grappled with grief and depression and debt and aimlessness; I've been kicked out by my dad, been homeless for a time, been suicidal more times than my pride cares to admit. It's been rough. I'm at the end of my rope. I haven't touched a bible in at least six years, but there is once verse I remember after all this time: "for I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future." Something like that. I want that to be true. I want to feel like the god I learned about in sunday school as a kid--who created heaven and earth, defeated Goliath, kept Daniel safe in the lion's den--has my back. Faith frequently has felt like a wrestling bout for me, and it seems like I've always "won." I don't want to anymore. I want God to win. The rest of my life is finally coming into focus for me. I'm going back to college, joining the Army ROTC program, have friends that I call brother and sister, I've come out to my dad and it went surprisingly well, but this detail still bothers me--the fact that in my current conception of the world, all of this is empty, meaningless, and ephemeral, and that if I was right I wouldn't be so desperate to be wrong. As dim as my view of institutional Christianity is, I've been thinking about going to a service soon--Episcopalian or Anglican or some other denomination that won't view my sexuality as a defect. I want to see a church that doesn't tell you how to vote, that teaches Christianity as a daily practice and not just something you do on sunday morning, that provides aid to the marginalized instead of platitudes for the comfortable. I haven't met many people who are at peace with their life--maybe it's something to do with US culture, so frenetic and materialistic and external, or more likely it's just because peace anywhere at anytime is difficult to attain. Everyone I've met who's at peace with their life is Christian. I'll admit that there's an availability bias here, but even then, I don't think I'd keep on circling back to the faith my parents brought me up in if there wasn't something there. Something that always bothered me as a teenager were the miracles in the bible--the virgin birth, the resurrection, things like that--but it seems like the best way to approach Christianity is that it allows us to grasp at the mystery of the universe without the presumption of understanding it. Seems like my entire approach to faith could be summed up pretty simply by saying that while I don't believe, I want to. I want to feel god's presence and to fell his impact on my life. I want to know how to reconcile my desire to be in a committed, monogamous relationship with another man with the faith I was brought up in. I want to be a better person. Thanks for bearing with me. I haven't slept in 24 hours so hopefully this isn't completely incoherent. Don't really know what I'm looking for except some encouragement.
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2021.12.08 04:34 bigpinneaple Pentax espió 838- kodak pro image iso 100- 35 mm

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2021.12.08 04:34 Krokodrillo On December 8th in 1980 Queen released their first soundtrack album „Flash Gordon“

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2021.12.08 04:34 sones_sazee Steering Suspension Replacement

I’m getting close to 300,000 miles and I want to extend the life of my baby. The engine was replaced before I owned it so the engine is newer than other parts. One thing I want to improve is the suspension. It’s not very bad but I feel it’s a bit bumpy.
I have gotten recommendations to switch to polyurethane brushings and mounts. He sent me to Team Energy Suspension
Team Energy Suspension
Which I think is cool. But I don’t know exactly what I’m doing. Besides brushings, what parts would I need to completely change the suspension from the frame to the wheels. I know the basics. But I don’t want to me missing any parts when doing the swap. Is there anything that can point me to a part by part list of what I would need?
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2021.12.08 04:34 KaiahAurora We have liftoff

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2021.12.08 04:34 kadengokmen 1034 days ago I started playing apex legends, today I hit diamond solo queuing💎

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2021.12.08 04:34 TheLazySith So even a small mining colony has patrols protecting their airspace, but the fancy casino planet where the rich elite hang out just lets any random ship fly in and land anywhere?

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2021.12.08 04:34 FutureTIwinner "What if Tetris Was a Soulsian Dungeon Crawler?" any other games similar to this?

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2021.12.08 04:34 brouuuuuu Found out I have to play the role of Shashi Tharoor for a skit. Man I hate it. Can't even say No now

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2021.12.08 04:34 thaRickStar One of the best things about the event mode was playing random legends for your favourite Loadout or your favourite legend and now we have this.... A cod ripoff thats not great or fun to play

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2021.12.08 04:34 ZookeepergameOdd4667 Return and Exchange Policy

Bumili ako ng dress kahapon for an event this week but unfortunately it was cancelled today. Can i still return the dress without any exchange and get my money back? Thank you.
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2021.12.08 04:34 Red-Hood420 Chip tuning peugeot 207 1.4 88hp

Will I fuck up my engine if I remap my car 88hp i justnot enough if I could get it go 100hp i would be nice is it possible and worth it?
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2021.12.08 04:34 Character_Ad3098 25/F/North America- Giving it another shot to meet people from all over the world

Hey there! This is Character_Ad3098. Not sure if this is going to work or not, but I'll give it a shot anyway. I'd say I'm looking for people who are looking for friends of the long term variety, and not of the ghosting sort. And while I've tried here before, and things didn't work out the way I'd like, I enjoy learning from everyone's perspective and learning about all the strange and interesting things the world has to offer.
I'm 25 years old, definitely melanated (I am a person of color, after all :), LGBTQ+ (and I am intersex female to be specific), and yes, I really am intersex.
I'd say that my biggest passion in life is education, science, and music. Especially the last two stuff. I spend a lot of time thinking about the history of science, and how political movements, especially those on the left played a role in scientific advancements, the interaction between world music (all types of music from all sorts of cultures, even far apart from each other geographically, have influenced each other). I'd generally consider myself a leftist to some degree, and certainly left of the Democratic party in the US, but I can't say that any party in particular interests me in North America or elsewhere. If you have other interests that's fine, I just want someone who thinks before they speak, and has evidence for what they are talking about, and not just "personal evidence.
Other important things to take note of:
No NSFW content
Looking for friends ages 18-30
I'm looking for a long term friendship, and I'm not looking to answer personal questions of any sort off the bat
I do speak English, Spanish, German, and some Norwegian (nynorsk only) but I rarely use it for anything.
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2021.12.08 04:34 KidMeza Best Portable screen for deck w/dock

Hello everyone,
I'll be getting a Deck in Q2 and was planning on using it as of course a portable, but will also be using the dock for keyboard/mouse support with a portable monitor. I travel for work sometimes and would like to use it as a full PC experience for gaming (using peripherals) and possibly dual boot for windows office or just use office online.
I purchased the 512gb version and scored a good Black Friday deal on a 1tb micro SD. Now I'm looking for a monitor. I currently have a 3080 in my gaming PC and wanted to purchase a portable monitor for my deck when I travel, but also use it with my current PC as an extra monitor. I know the deck has a Zen 2 + RDNA 2, which adaptive sync will work with AMD and Nvidia. Yet, if I save some money and get the g-sync monitor, it shouldn't impact the experience with the deck since it's not going to run crazy demanding games correct?
Looking for some feedback as to which model would be more ideal to use for both my deck and gaming PC.
I'm thinking between these two...
ASUS ROG Strix 15.6” 1080P Portable Gaming Monitor (XG16AHPE) - Full HD, 144Hz, IPS, G-SYNC Compatible
ASUS ROG Strix 17.3" 1080P Portable Gaming Monitor (XG17AHP) - Full HD, IPS, 240Hz, 3ms, Adaptive-Syn
Any feedback will be greatly appreciated from the community.
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2021.12.08 04:34 BananPannkakaGamer MatinBum eller Matias

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2021.12.08 04:34 GTSBot [GTS] Wait what

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2021.12.08 04:34 HatTrkPatrk Today I Learned: Shitstain editors, Reddit bots, possibly both at the same time, post "discussion points" on r/NCIS so they have material for Buzzfeed-style articles with advertisement & click revenue

Guess I shouldn't be surprised, but I personally have been mentioned on at least 3 such articles for comments I made here, thinking people were making actual discussion threads. A simple Google search for my username alone has turned up 3 of these things.
The most recent discovery:
It's not to say that this is strictly harmful, I'd say that's for you to decide, but if you don't want your username and comments to be published on pseudo-news sites monetizing your opinions, this is something to be aware of. Lol
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2021.12.08 04:34 er5t test 3

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2021.12.08 04:34 btsmithy21 Samsung HW Q600A Vs HW Q700a

Hello all,
I recently acquired an LG C1 OLED and would like to upgrade the sound to make the most of Dolby Atmos and DTS X but I'm currently stuck between purchasing the Q600a or the Q700a.
The setup is in my bedroom which is quite small but I don't want to hold back too much and get one that I can't use in a bigger room later.
I have read about the Q600A and it's supposed lack of bass but I'm not sure if that's people wanting Uber heavy bass or solid bass when watching films, gaming etc.
Will this be an issue for a smaller room or would it still be worth upgrading to the Q700a?
Or even, are there any other Dolby Atmos and DTS X soundbars that anyone could suggest in that price range?
Many thanks.
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2021.12.08 04:34 TheOzman21 Platinum equipment, hate em and love em

Platinum equipment is great and all, but the drop rate for a first gold/red slot is absurd.
Zamasu plat: Spent over 800 energy/skip --> no red, 2 golds.
Ssj3 plat: spent over 2000 energy/skip --> 1 red, 2 gold
Ssj4 Goku plat: spent over 1000 energy/skip --> no gold no red, still going till I get a red.
It's quite absurd that we have to spend this much energy on just the first slot. 1 energy equals about 1 equipment, meaning getting 1 red on average in 1000 skips means the chance for a red first slot is around 1/1000.
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2021.12.08 04:34 liaojiechina Uyghur rapper Lil-M (那吾克熱) on Rap of China (2018)

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